future

i just read that my sister ran over her dog today. i feel so bad for their family. gareth always says he doesn't know what he'll do when one of my pets goes. i love them so much. and i know shelby was a part of their family. i hope seeing everyone tomorrow will help them heal. today was my second day of class. i always find a friend in each class i take. it's usually the guy i'm sitting next to. i think i have another friend for this class. he has a pretty sweet canon and his dad does the sports photography for fluvanna county. we talked about cameras and looked at pictures while the professor showed everyone how to use their equiptment. i enjoy now knowing more than the average student. and my professor knows i do more than average work. even two years ago. she went on today about the great photo essay i did for my final in her class. i'm looking forward to showing her my latest projects. the twigs in the bird feeder were her idea. i applied to an photo internship position tonight on craigslist. it's non paying but they're looking for someone for future employment. i don't know what my future holds. gareth's decided to graduate this spring. and he has the opportunity to go to grad school. but he hasn't really looked into anything yet. he wants to take some time off. and i completly understand. after five years of college. he needs a break. but where that leaves us until then and then when that happens is really up to him. and if he has any clue what that entails he hasn't shared it with me. here's to the unknown.