adulthood

i could not sleep this morning. i'm waiting for it to get a little lighter out so i can thoroughly search for my passport again before officially declaring it lost. it's going to be such a pain to replace. and alaska's in less than two months. so it's seriously cutting it close. i've been so stressed out lately. getting the car was a huge load off my shoulders. but now i need to sell my old one. i finally got the right hard drive for my laptop and with a little assistance got it all working again. woohoo. i went to that photography focus group meeting last night. it was pretty neat. i was definitly the youngest person there. but that's just more experience to learn from. you have to attend three meetings then be voted in. i'm interested in doing that though. there were a few people there i had met through previous photo events. i think this might really help me get some direction with my photography. i got to go home for easter dinner on sunday. that was really nice. mom's baskets were pretty creative this year. i got a flower pot with some bulbs to plant and other thoughtful goodies. i'm going to wait until i'm in my new place to plant them. we have more apartment appointments set for friday. it's the only day i have off this week. i tried switching shifts with my manager to get today or tomorrow off to get stuff done and work on sunday but he said he had stuff to get done too. like his taxes. i'm glad i'm not a procrastinator. at least not to that extent. i really hope i get my passport in time. i would be absolutely devistated if i didn't get to go. i really want to see where the wild things are. that trailer made me cry yesterday when i saw it. sometimes i just want to be a kid again.