reality

so i talked both my dad and brother into going all the way up past baltimore yesterday to look at that car. i called the guy from richmond. i called the guy from fredericksburg. i called the guy when we crossed into maryland. and i called the guy when we got to his place. only to have him say when we got there that he'd be there later. and that the car wasn't there. it was at a garage. so we waited around for an hour. and when i called and he said he'd still be some time we left. it was rediculous. and he was acting like i hadn't told him when we were coming. so half a day was waisted driving yesterday for absolutely nothing. my dream car could have been just twenty minutes away. but it wasn't worth waiting around until dark in a shady apartment complex for some guy to show up. oh well. it was a nice drive when there wasn't any traffic. we all talked about past cars everyone's had. and my brother got an internship he starts this week. a paying one. lucky him. i'd given up on the job search lately and replaced it with car and apartment searches. i'm hoping i find something in all my searching. still haven't heard back about the house. it's frustrating thinking of having these jobs or cars or apartments then when you try and get them the thought quickly evaporates into reality. not to criticize. i'm just commenting.